“If I could turn back the hands of time, you my love, would be resting on my thighs” I said aloud.

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Four years of courtship… Six years of friendship… I felt beyond shattered. Marcus… Marcus… How did this even happen to us?

A few weeks back, me and my girls had gone to pick my wedding dress.
“You both are just perfect!” Gloria said excited
“I knew you both would finally be together! It was just a matter of time” Ada added.

I had never been happier my whole life but now… No.. But then… Like that week. Sigh.

My mum had even called me to the house to advise me about marriage and all the hullabaloos… It was Marcus… Marcus or no one else.

But what has become of me today? A walking shadow! Not the shadow you see when I’m happy… The type you see when I’m a faded version of my real self…

Marcus…

The tears and screams I’ve witnessed in the past one week is enough to pull down the world. I realize I’m even stronger than I thought I was.

Yet I stand… Amidst all odds. Everyone is staring… I’ve been lost in my own trance, 1.. 2.. 3 minutes? It was time. I let the dust fall on his coffin at last… More tears… More yells… More screams.

Adieu my love…

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